Found this note hidden in one of the sticky notes on my laptop.. after we broke up.
Every time I read it, I miss him. 
I was never a good enough girlfriend. 


hmm you look so peacful and pure when your sleeping bbcakes =O seem so tired i hope you had a productive day =] i had an awesome gym session today! best i have ever felt in a long time =P im getting pretty stressed with stuff atm but makes me happy that i can gym and you are resting, getting yo beauty sleep onn (not that you need it) now hurry and wake up so i can give you extra tight hugs! WoooOoOOooo hah this is fun (typing this note) wonder what else i should write about?? hmmm i wonder if your bed misses you lol i bet its wondering where you went.. stupid bed its cuz i stole her!!! MUAHAHHAHAHA >;P
ooops this seems like its getting a bit stale pfft so i'll end it here for now =] talk to you in a bit sexy :3 MWuahhhhh 

The passion is still there.

Many things I want to do.

Mothers are guardian angels. 
They protect and provide us with boundless love.
My mother is my world.

Let's dance; one step at a time.

You lead and I'll follow.

You're so mean, I just want to hug you.
When I look at you, happy memories are brought about.
But when I talk to you, I feel much pain; your pain.

Make amends; forgiveness requires more than repent.

I suddenly feel the desire to love everyone with kindness.

Though I may be unhappy, I often sit there and look around to ponder over my undeserving happiness. 

I am grateful to have so much.