"A winner listens, a loser just waits until it is their turn to talk."

Monday, February 28, 2011

The GTFO look
Why do yu keep coming back for more? Do yu actually like someone being a bitch to yu?


Its much harder to get over yu than I thought.

This is where I want to be, buh each time I glance at the past, I miss it a lil.

Sunday, February 27, 2011




Is this how I'm going to die?
The real social network was bringing me down so freaken much before.


Songs like Airplanes or Paper Planes soothes my mind when I need it most.
The prayer clip I made was jst a bonus. I absolutely love watching it. It makes me feel sane.


Ive never flown Anywhere b4. I dnt want to buh the sensation of soaring through the air makes me the happiest person in the world; for however long that lasts of course.
I wana go hang gliding, skii-ing, sky jumping, bungee jumping!
..jst thinking of this scares the wits outta me buh these thoughts makes me ever so happy


To think a girl like me, one who doesnt even knw how to ride a bike, wants to do these dangerous sports.
Yeah, Im laughing at myself too :L
Oh and I want to learn how to fly a plane! ..although, Im actually really scared of heights :DDD

Saturday, February 26, 2011

When I dnt want something..
..I dnt want it.




The Cutest thing ever...
is when a guy takes a girl's bag with one purpose; to get her following him.



Aye yo, heads up. 
I like to throw 
:D

Monday, February 21, 2011

Donated blood todae. It was really fun; I wana go again!! :DDD
hehehe chairs goes up and down and the blood goes side to side~~ ahaha
-nd todae, I found out I was under fifty kay-gees, even with my shizz on ^_^


Far out... 
-todae was already a horrible day. What made it worse were the men.
The thought of them makes me sick.

I hate it most when they say stuff like "yu can alwaes talk to me if somethings up" when I dnt even fkn knw them. I mean, its nice and all buh for a guy that I dnt actually knw to say something like that, yu'd think theres an ulterior motive. 

Saturday, February 19, 2011

I convinced my self that
...it's not too late to get over yu.



"Why get married and make one man miserable when I can stay single and make thousands miserable? "


..Touche'



Thursday, February 17, 2011

Dnt use the future to escape the present.
I want to run to the end, scream at my loudest and laugh 'til Im out of breath.



Baby yu're a firework~
I love smiling when things go wrong.

Twice, was I splashed by water from the side-walk. Drench in filthy drain water, I smiled.
I WAS HAPPY~
I was laughing :L
I felt special that it happened to me. 
Not everyone gets this glory.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011


IM OVERJOYED BUH THIS SONG IS NOT LETTING ME SCREAM LOUD ENOUGH!! 
-"NOW EVERYBODY PUT YUR HANDS IN THE AIR- SAY YEAH YEAH YEAAH"
He calls me buddy. This makes me wonder. What did I do? ..to make him call me buddy.
This year, is dedicated to singles. 


Pairs and couples are an eyesore
.. buh also the envy of the world.





Oh and I found this interesting:







What does 2011 mean to me? 
..well I wudnt knw. Surprise me; like always.


Monday, February 14, 2011



He calls me 'buddy.' Do yu knw how many guys call me that? NONE! Sigh*
Oh wells, we're at least becoming better friends.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Smile like yu mean it, maybe try.

I love it when ppl spell "Life is too short" WRONG, 'cause then I knw its all bullshit.


*Deep breath
So I realise I have absolutely no goal in life.
I dnt tell this to jst anyone. Its hard to say why.




Oh. Atm, its V dae of 2011. I feel nothing. I cant care less once again.
That guy I like so overly much, well I want to tell him, buh I wont.
I want him to fall madly in love with me all on his own.
Thats when its worth it. Even if I have to wait.

Saturday, February 12, 2011


Why do i bother going online if I dnt want to talk to anyone?


I'm going to fail UMAT in the end so why bother taking the test? I don't have the privilege to go to courses and spend a fortune. Even if I did, I wudnt want to. Yr 12 is way too hard. I wouldn't cope with both. Looks like yr 13 is waiting for me. 

Thursday, February 10, 2011

KEEP CALM and GO SHOPPING.
He's not online. He's not online. He's not online. He's not online. He's not online. He's not online. He's not online. He's not online. He's not online. He's not online. He's not online. He's not online. He's not online. 
He's online. I'm happy. He's offline. I'm sad. 
Shud I tell him? Shud I not?
Im beginning to wonder why ppl who knw they dnt have a chance, still confesses.
Am I in the same situation?

Friday, February 4, 2011

LOL, so completely and utterly me. I said, that I didnt want a Valentine only because I didnt want to be bugged by V dae requests. Why do ppl even bother asking? ..They knw wat I'd say.






Why must yu frustrate me so much? You're never online and I think I miss yu. 
In Jap dramas, V dae if a day for girls to give chocolate. I thought abt giving yu chocolate so many times buh Im a coward.

Thursday, February 3, 2011



The beauty of Autumn leaves is not when its still green and is not wen its scattered. The beauty is only there wen yu see the leaves slowly descending from the tree as though theyre floating in the sky like clouds.




Okae so I dnt even really knw the guy buh I jst heard that he got hurt from the lion dance.
OMGsh I felt like crying. 
I imagined that I was still there that night and then I saw him fall. It was really sad!!~ D:


Get well soon stranger ^________^ GANBATTE (Y)





Wednesday, February 2, 2011



The highlight of NYE was seeing so many lovable ppl :DDD


I was disappointed that I was unable to witness the new lion dance buh the performances were already DA BOMB 
 ..they were awesome~~
And this lil girl in a kimono told me Im pretty which was cutee as buh I cant see myself as someone pretty :/