We must confront things when we are ready.

Pace it out and enjoy life.

I won't continue to like someone who does not like me back.
If you find no reason to like me, then we have no reason to be holding hands.

I'm going to move on.

When you find those feelings for me; we shall hang out.

People forget what you have done for them; because they can.

But we will continue to catch them when they fall.

Why do we not possess the courage to confess to those who have stolen our hearts?

Why is the fear of rejection so hard to handle?

Why do I continue to ask questions that contain no answers?

I try to capture the beauty of given life.

But how much do people care about the photographer.

It is fun to be back in the game.

But do we belong there?

Being told that living a satisfied life is not good enough
..makes me question the way I've lived.

I want to sit there in a jumper with a warm cup of tea, in pretense of winter.
Embrace yourselves with the desired season despite the difficulties.

I want to wear my boyfriend's jumper and cuddle on the couch.
Best date ever.

Hugging someone while looking at another.
Time to face reality; who do you like?

Feels great to have the right people by your side.

No stress. No sadness. No disappointments.

We want to be unique.

Yet the desire to belong makes us all the same.

We cannot judge others before we judge ourselves.

Pretty girls are evil.
Their beauty makes them powerful.

But then again, time will reveal their repulsive identities.

Yes Yes; I hear you. 

-But who really gives a crap.

Lingering emotions. 
Secret hatred in upbeat conversations; I hate your lies and falsification.

Mental stability; a dream among dreams.

My lack of words from your presence implies much distaste.
Though it may be hatred, boredom or jealousy.. it is still distaste.

While others dream, I excite.

When the drama subdues, I intend to fill my closet with many fabulous dresses.

We all  know that infatuation is not love.

But not like we notice; and in young teens, do we care?

It guilts me when I ask for more but a girl can dream.

I've been consistently satisfied with my variety of choices but on rare occasions, I want a little bit more.

Toning down it down for the pointlessly upbeat people.

And making rainbows out of puddles when life is at its dullest. 

Eternity is a long time.
But something close to that is nice.

You make each day harder to live when you look at me with those disappointed eyes.
How am I suppose to try harder when everything makes me try less?

How am I suppose to make a rainbow when you took away my crayons?

There is nothing wrong with letting words crawl out of your mouth and mind.
People just don't interpret it the same way your mind does.

So media translate our words into social language. 
You are not being changed by society; things are simply being translated.

I live each day knowing that there are people out there who hate me.

But I don't dwell on that; for long.

I survived high school and that is what counts.

So ready to cry.
While I adjust to a simple life, things tend to make me sad.

It would be so nice if you understood my serenity.

Because then, I could trust that you understand my words.

I'm not hunting for a partner.
I just don't want to be alone.

Masculinity is an attractive quality.

If only that existed without violent abuse and severe sexual flaunts.

When the world is in darkness, I shall be the light.

But when the world is shining brightly, my light appears like darkness.

When times get tough, we just have to stay strong.

There is always that one person who is preferred over you.

But that only means you are preferred over all others; what more can you ask for?

It's been about a year.

I miss you. I want you. I love you.

...are words I won't say; because then I will regret it.

Playful taunts come with limits. 

If your words are constantly offensive, you're asking to be ignored.

Calamity.
Get over it.

When we are sad, we don't show it.

Because we are better than those attention seekers.

I love reading about the perplexity of war.
But to discover that China and Vietnam are at conflict, I feel torn apart.
We should be better than war.

I have my bubble and you have yours. 
It's nice to step out for some fresh air (sometimes) but don't try to evade my space or it shall get messy.

The place I call my sanctuary is nothing great.

It has graffiti, bugs, bird poop and all but in my eyes it is a magnificent landscape that makes you feel like you are soaring through the skies.

Fighting for one's attention.
When we get it, do we still want it?

My heart aches every time they're in pain.

You don't simply forget the ones you have loved before because those feelings are still buried deep inside your heart.

While I hope to make it up to someone, I hurt another.

No matter how horrid I was, no matter how cruel I've been ...they still show me lingering emotions.

In the end, I am still a pushover.

I don't regret striving for perfection.

But I do regret giving up when I dropped below the line.

I like English. I like writing. 
It's tiring and all ...but the finish product is always mesmerizing.

...when I'm not forced to write anymore?

I think I'd lose a whole part of myself.

We all try to be that person who doesn't stay up thinking about what you said to them.

But in the end, words are still deadly.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&feature=fvwp&v=7OuAem1jEws
"Suicide is you quitting. Suicide is you not having enough respect for your own life."
Fucken listen to this guy. 
"It doesn't make sense how people have the courage to tie a knot and hang themselves but not the courage to stand up to bullies." 
"You life is full of opportunities; make the most of it. Suicide is not the answer."

Everyone should have a folder for achievements and a room filled with photos.

...Because when you look back at it, you'll remember that your life was and can be fulfilling.

I'm waiting for an opportunity; an opportunity for a new start.

It's a shame for me to wait but sometimes you can't help it.

..but then again, sometimes you can.

"Carpe Diem!" -Seize the day.
Seize the moment.
Delay the actions to your thoughts and forever regret. Want to try baking? Go shopping.

Want a job? Apply.

Don't let pretentious bitches get you down.
Since when were they worth it?

Times are always going to get tough.
"Don't cry; just say 'fuck you' and smile."

Bittersweet.
Bitter comes first and only through endurance that you may taste the sugary goodness.
Don't slack in life or forever regret living.

I want to go to Bali and attempt the experiences I saw in  photos.
Sometimes their happiness is worth an envy.