MAYBE I went I lil overboard with the photos :/

TRANSFORMATION

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and then again..

plus..

What I wear to work without the apron! LOL @ my feet.

 I baked this. It ACTUALLY LOOKS PRETTY and TASTES AWESOME!!

..cant decorate though :/

I got a HAIRCUT ..did it myself! :DDD Hate It when ppl TOUCH MY HAIR =.=

I didnt hang with my friends last week buh so many awesome things happened.

Guess that means something. Plus hanging with them jst makes life depressing sometimes.

Knowing that I might never see him again. I still dnt give up.

 

When someone offers me food, I say "Nah Im good" BUH Im Oober hungry on the inside!!

-Why OH WHY do I do that?!!?!

When guys like me, I ask myself "Why do they like me?"

-Im not pretty or nice. Super smart or fun. I have temper issues and hardly ever give a damn. So why?

Im looking for something that wud make my life a little more fun.

..my friends dnt treat me right and yet they call me a friend

..adorable much?

Sort of what I felt when exams were over :D

"If yu feel stressed, give yurself a break.
Eat some ice-cream, chocolate or cake. Why?
Because stressed spelt backwards is desserts."

Online shopping or Real life Shopping?
Screw it. I'll jst take it all.
Shopping season baby :D

I knw what the picture says buh Im definitely not a vintage girl.

I wonder..

DO pecks turn into boobs?

I can finally post this picture.

I really tried to not log on todae.

I did my speech this arvo and it seems successful; I was even praised by Mr.G.

I had loads of fun doing Zumba with the girls too.

I didn't really do much todae buh that made me happy.
I felt less stressed buh then again Ive been feeling really sick lately. 

Unusually sick. I'm hoping that I could go get a full health check sometime soon.

I was up til 3.30am yesterdae tryna get work done buh then I got an extension.

I've only slept for 3 and a half hours and yet I'm still up now.

I'm sure my friends don't purposely treat me bad. Buh I jst feel like nothingness.

And..I have a tiny bit of guilt in me todae. I cant get it out of my head.
Wat's worse is that... I still miss him. I can't get him out of my head.

He's been wondering around in my head, ever since I met him.

I can't believe I can still remember him though. It's actually kinda painful.

I get this feeling that when yur in love, yu get a certain glow.

All day yesterdae I was surrounded by hot/cute guys.

I knew it was a sign. God or something was trying to repay me for not letting me see him.

Buh I cudnt care less abt those guys. I think I really like him.

Beginning to think that I'll never see him again.

..and even if I do, things cud have changed.

He may have moved on.

It was hard to eat yesterdae. I knew all those signs meant something. I just didnt want to be right.

Buh no worries. I got chocolate and ice-cream todae. It'll cheer me up :)

Ice-cream is the alternative :)
SOMEONE GIMME ICE_CREAAAM DDD:

This is soo cutee buh its 75 plus shipping :(

You jst stood there and watched.

..it still hurts when yu're not pretending

"When did breathing start to hurt?"

I just remembered how my friends forgot to ask for my side of the story.

"I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress. Hand full of anger, held in my chest. And everything left, is a waste of time"

This is EXACTLY how I feel

I died a lil inside todae... My heart hurts.

Capture those precious memories; without it, there's no yu.





 

When life brings yu way waaay down, it then gives yu an opportunity. It's Yur choice to take it or not.

-Going for House Captain and feel like a nervous wreck buh at least Im doing something with my life.

LOL at this lame poem I wrote for my tumblr...

She's a arrogant Asian with a certain charm, vague expressions and a lashing tongue.
A violent girl who's not strong nor weak buh tends to meet face with book; it the thump she seeks.
Her ohemgees and pretty trees makes life funner yu see.
And if it's this mean girl yu adore, just follow the link to knw her more:

 http://myextravagantuniverse.tumblr.com

Be a first rate version of yourself rather than a second rate version of somebody else.
                                                                                              -Audrey Hepburn

This quote continues to motivate me in life about being who I really am.

I became obsesed about this cute and incredibly nice guy :)