My massive wake up call. 
Year 12. Disappointment.

So apparently I look different today.

Oh and today Ling and I saw Nikola (from yr 7).

Not someone we'd usually stop for buh yeaaah lol ran into him twicee..

kindaaa awkward because Marc didn't recognise me and Nik didnt recognise Ling :L

It was a pleasant reunion; no mentions of the awkward yr 7 lol.

It wasnt until tonight that I finally understood why ppl love each other no matter the flaws.

People cannot forget those who have cared for them the most in this world.

The person that whole-heartedly cared for them more than any other.

I see why you cudnt get over her.

Now I can completely get over you.

I must admit, I cant care so much for you compared to her.

If you like me in the future, I wont care for yu.

Ive gotten hurt too much.

So ahaha I got bored once again :L

Im over you.

Who the fuck do yu think yu are?!

I said, YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED IN MY HEAD!

If yu're gona be like that,

...Im gona be like this.

Someone push me, I want to cry with reason.

I swear,Last time I checked, I had control over my heart. 
I was wrong. I was too busy today to care abt what he said, but now that I have the time, I want to cry.

Adapt.

Learn to adapt, everyone has to. 

Adapt to wat yu must. Life has alwaes been like that. 

And while we're on that note, be grateful for everything yu have. You can have less.

You have never made me feel so shit! 

Im fucking tired and the english assignment that I took hours to finish is fucked up. 

I have a mouth, doesnt mean I have to smile. You have a brain, NOT LIKE YU THINK!

FFS dnt tell me what to do! How 'bout I block yu to make everything easier?!

I climbed the wrong steps...

...so I climbed back down.

It was the crossroad of opportunities. The right steps were before my feet buh as gestured forward with my body, mind and feet ...my eyes wandered.
If I keep looking, I'll only tread on wrong grounds. I must proceed onto the right path.