After the laughter, embarrassment sinks in and so does anger and shame.

Love can be one sided, unrequited and lonely. How many couples get the chance to love each other whole-heartedly?
I drown in guilt as I recall my condition. I'm selfish and ungrateful.


..but if you're wondering, no we didn't break up and I am so glad.
I asked him to make me a promise. I panicked for his response. He said, "I promise."

.. because I've fallen too hard and fear the future pain.