Only just realised how badly I screwed up my life.

I'm caught between a teary moment and suicide.

Was ambushed by sudden shame. 

I need to try harder now that fate granted me more chances.

Being brave with change; a new look to encounter the world with.
Some times sudden decisions are the best ones despite the insecurities that follow.

..one of my best baking moments

We are survivors.

Dear you, please get out of my head. I don't want you in there when you're going to make such a mess. Clean it up or I'm throwing you out!

If I came back, would your wounds heal?

..or would I cause more damage?

I just want to hug you and pretend like nothing every happened.
It hurts to think that you're in pain.

..I wonder if things can go back to the way they were

I'm the kind of girl who's runs when she feels like running and flies when she feels like flying.

If you chose not to hold on tight, don't fret when I leave you behind.

The picture is torn. You can't tape back memories.

I broke my guitar to the point of no return..

Our chapter is finally over.

You're not trying. I guess, what's over is over.

"Fcuk it. I give up."

Well that's your cue to start letting go.

We hide behind glasses. We cloak ourselves in fashion.

We walk around in disguises, just to feel safe.

I've never met anyone more worthy of this quote:

"Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It just means you've decided to live life; despite its imperfections."

Nothing makes you a failure. Imperfections make you human.

Depression is indifference.

When you've finally learned to appreciate beauty in a person, one's enough.

I'd smash a guitar

..just to find out how much I need it.

I'm a risk taker..

I just prefer to stay away from the world.

• "Share some love"
• "The art of..."
• "...and a cherry on top"

..are expressions that associate with manipulation. 

Can you see my disappointment in such common language?

"Hell has no fury like a woman scorned."
You made me fear; I make you pay.

Are birds safe in a cage?

Is money safe in a bank?

Are people safe at home?

Unfortunately, this time it is because I'm scared of you.

I can't believe I've just unleashed your madness. 

The more they love you, the more they hate you. 

Proven.

Mother, I love you. 


..sweet memories of childhood tend to flood my mind. 
Hugging you. Sitting by you. Listening to your sweet, sweet voice.
Everyday I fear that you will leave me. Please don't.
I fear that the day I voice those three mere words, you will leave me. 


Please don't. I beg of you.

The protagonist, is me.

When you're this scared of life. 

..You begin to defeat fear.

I constantly find the desire to yell and rage at those optimistic lunatics!
They have no idea what Ive been through yet they tell me to cheer up.
If I had a choice, I wud live life like they do


I grew up in a bad environment.
I learned to defend myself; to protect myself. 
The way I act, like always, is my method for survival. I know no other.