Jst now, I saw some old pictures of a 'friend' and I felt like crying as well. He was normal; happy, silly. Buh now, now he scares me. Its not easy to scare me.


I tried to be his friend, a real friend. Buh he kept pushing me away. I became his 'friend' in the first place because I sensed his loneliness.
I dnt want to give up on yu buh if yu play me like a fool, yu'll lose me forever.