Dn't casually tell me that I "shouldn't care what other people think"
Every1 cares abt what others think abt them. If yu think yu dnt, yu are in denial.
People judge. Yur image reflects upon yu. Thats what i have learned.
Have yu tried showing up to an event dressed like a hobo that jst woke up and walking around with yur head held high and then stooping so low that yu completely transform yurself into who knws what?
Every1 goes through a similar phase.
That day, I trusted that ppl didnt judge yur character based on yur looks, buh I was wrong.
I had negative comments and disgusted looks thrown at me.
Now look at me, arrogant, good looking and hardly ever under-dressed. I've trained myself to resist fast food, now I hate it. I've trained myself to cut back on unnecessary carbs, now I hardly ever have an appetite. Its exhausting being this me. I've alwaes told myself that I like this me because the world shines a brighter light this way buh when I get to really think, I hate myself this way. I was molded into something that other ppl wanted to see. Buh I've gone too far too revert back now.
Dnt look at the me now with a disgusted look either. At least Im willing to admit that I've succumbed to pressure.
We are all a reflection of what society wants us to be.
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